January 11th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

I’m hoping with time, I won’t have some mysterious force telling me that I’d better ‘go and talk to my ex’. Then again I’m awake in the middle of the night doing nothing. I’m meant to be sleeping. No wonder my mind is on him.

All in all, I think I’ll be back to that video game in a few months at the latest (because I intend to try and die then anyway, I think). I have the game deleted and I haven’t visited the game server website for I don’t know… 2 weeks now? So I guess that removes alot of temptation.

I would still be playing there if it wasn’t for him. But I have to avoid him in every way I can. I hate having to revisit this ‘petty and childish’ subject but its very difficult for me. I can’t help but think that going to such lengths to avoid an ex is pathetic.

I’ll just tell myself again, his world is his new girlfriend now. Not me. Not me. NOT ME. He doesn’t need to be in my life now!

I really doubt that he thinks about me. Gosh I just have to forget about him and try to sleep.

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