Tired of being depressed

I have reached to the point, that i know is probably rock bottom. Every day, i have wake up and do the same routine for almost 4 years: i wake up, i go to school, and then i come to my house. Whats the problem? Im completely depressed and tired of not being helped. When i was a kid, i always wanted to have a group of friends, just like in the games or an anime, and do the stuff they do, like believing in trust and friendship. Turns out, i ve becamed bullied because of the way i thought, all the way to highschool, until today i still cant forget that, even tho im just one year to start working. My family? Just a plastic world, where every one is happy, talk in the back of the persons who are not present at the moment. Due to beeing a dumb kid, i never understand why people were so mean, until i realized its because i was trying to recreate the same stuff of the video games and anime. I ve lost all the contacts i had whit everyone and became a lone wolf. I refused to talk to rest of family, since right i cant trust them or no one. Im completely apathetic and dont any kind of feelings right now. Want i want whit this? Stop feeling so depressed, and look for someone who can help me free me from this. I just dont know what to do anymore. Since my parents have money, i have no reasons to be depressed, and if say im sad, they just gonna make swallow pills for depression. I cant talk to family, i cant talk to my friends because they their own problems , i cant talk to other persons beacause i dont like to talk. All i wanted was to see hope again and stop feeling like this.