Today I decided it’s time. I’ve been hopeless for more then long enough. I’ve got no one to talk to. I’m oh so lonely and even my exboyfriend stalker quit stalking me. Ive been told 6 times this year let’s be a couple and by Sunday they forgotten the loved me an went back to their ex’s. Apparently the only thing I’m useful for is a pump & dump from the usual married cheating ass hole and the younger men who can’t seem to find another woman who will let em jizz on her sheets an leave before it’s even dry. I’m tired of being used. Im a very kind woman but people all around me have been calling me a fucking *****. My kids hate me. No one ever calls me. I’m afraid to leave me house and my hope for change isn’t near. I’m so very lonely and desperate for my pain to end. I guess I’ll give it 3 more days.
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You aren’t useless. Or worthless. But if you allow people to treat you that way, users will act accordingly. Any person who cheats on their spouse is behaving abominably. So not cool. Don’t be the vehicle for them to express their f*ckuptedness. You deserve better. Everyone does for heavens sake. Find out why you feel so lowly (I’m laughing a tad bit when I say this because I feel like the worlds biggest piece of crap but) anyhow, you are worth more. I’m sure. Act like someone who thinks they are more and your feelings will improve. Life is hard though. I’m so sorry.
men on the dating market are notoriously poor estimators of value. my best friend has these same issues, lack of commitment, poor reactions to expectations and boundaries. All of these are symptoms of men with serious character flaws and do not reflect on the women who find themselves in their path.
I hope that you find relief for your loneliness with someone who can see your value. There’s no such thing as a valueless person and from what you’ve said there’s no reason apart from your own estimation to assume you have no value.