February 11th, 2019 by Hoody

Why i am still in constant pain when i am in medication and seeing a counselor? This starts to bothering me when i am watching a documentary about bipolar. I haven’t finished it yet but from the impression i got that once you are having proper treatment and following all kinds of advice, you will go back to normal. Oh i am just bullshtting now, that is not true and they are justing not telling the hyer-dark moments in their current life,which are considered by doctors as “ok”, in front of camera. It is frustrating. I am thinking about ECT. The hospital i frenquent have this treatment and even have a poster about how good it is. I am not afraid of physical pain or loss of memory. I guess it won’t get worse.

At least i am trying.

 

 

 

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