So today I was crossing the street near a roundabout and I saw a taxi car exit the roundabout without using his flashing light. (Really dick and dangerous move especially in this snowy weather… On top of that it was a fking taxi driver… A guy whos job is to drive and he cant do it fking correctly) So I yelled at him something like : “Use your fking flashing light you fking degenerade”. He screamed something back but I just didnt care and kept going on. Little did I know that he stopped his car and went after me… He then grabbed and pushed me from behind as I was walking into some shop. He came right into my face and screamed at me. It was quite obvious that he was on meth (what a fking shitdrug… Makes people so aggressive… It has just cursed this fking country… So many junkies on it here… Its a Czech made drug after all… )
I was really shocked and the only thing I could do was yelling at him to calm the fuck down… I am really mad at myself now. I should have just punched this motherfker into his degenerade methface… And then fking kick him on the ground… If only I could relive that moment… But its over now… Why am I such a fking harmless coward… I just cant ever stand up for myself. Fking hate myself.
That incident just brang up the memory when I was jumped by another 3 fking meth heads last year. They threatend me with a needle, beated me up and took all my weed (I had a lot on me…) I had to go to a hospital . Ended up with a swollen eye and a dislocated arm that still isnt fully recovered and probably never will be unless I go to some surgery.
Sometimes I really fking hate people…
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On the upside, you’re neither in prison, nor (presumably) physically injured.
That man was driving a taxi high off meth. I am sure I could get away with beating his ass especially when he attacked me first.
Okay. But how would that help you? It might even haunt your conscience someday.
I think your reaction was quite sensible. I have heard martial artists say so many times that it’s best to walk away from a fight if at all possible.
You are probably right. Its just that if Im not gonna be able to stand up for myself and let people treat me like shit it will get to my brain and I will feel like I deserve that and I will treat myself like shit too. Its just not a rational thing. I could go on and on telling myself that I did the right thing but there will always be this voice in me saing: you are a fking coward loser for backing out. I know its wrong but I genuinly think I would feel great about myself now if I would punch that motherfker. Thats sadly just how it is.
Have you considered your initial anger towards him as being a factor in this whole situation?
Perhaps rather than wishing you beat him up, you could realize that what you are mad about him doing is exactly what you regret not doing. Namely, responding to anger with a further escalation of anger.
Do you see the hypocrisy in that? Also, do you see where that would lead if you both kept doing that to each other? Is that somewhere you really want to go?
Perhaps just forgiving a technical violation of traffic law that had no consequence other than to offend you would lead to more peace within you, and the methhead taxi driver.
Actually, not perhaps, for sure. For sure just forgiving a technical violation of traffic law that had no consequence other than to offend you would lead to more peace within you, and the methhead taxi driver.
With two humans at peace rather than at war with one another, surely it makes the world a better place.
Ye and next time someone is gonna crash into him. Thats like if someone passes the red trafic light while going 100 miles per hour and luckily there were no other cars so noone gets hurt. Then why should we even get mad at him? Its just a technical violation of traffic with no consequence… Sorry but I dont buy this logic.
What a peaceful human being driving a car under the influence of methamphetamine. A fking taxi car. You know he could drive with people in that car? Children? Your children perhaps? But he hasnt done anything yet so lets just ignore it untill he kills somebody. Lets make this world a more peaceful place right?
You think dangerous driving equals failing to signal.
Then you bring up logic.
You need to start by getting your comparisons properly equated. Then you can talk about logic.
You know how many people died coz someone failed to give a signal? I bet its tons. How is that not dangerous? And driving on meth also not dangerous at all. Sorry but wtf
He was triggered by the failure to signal. At that point in time, he had no indication that he was on meth. Neither is his assertion that he was on meth of much value. How could he know that for certain?
Testimony from a triggered, angry person is not very reliable.
As for the driving, you are still equating running a red light at 100 miles an hour with failing to signal. Im glad you are sorry you are doing that, so wtf? Wtf is that one is a criminal charge and the other is a traffic ticket. So its not just me who doesn’t think those two actions are of equal gravity.
If you want to keep going with that, you can run with it all you want. But you are being stupid.
Like angry man OP, torturing himself and thinking its somebody else’s fault.
When I wanted to beat him up I already knew he was on meth (it is really quite obvious, I mean he could be on tons of coke or smth like that instead but I doubt it and it would make no difference). And I think yelling on someone for simply being a dick and not using his signal when there is a car behind him and it snows asf is not an overreaction. Its not like I kicked his car or anything. I just told him he is a douche which he is. And yes Im torturing myself and no, I dont think its anybodys else fault.
Im probably just a little angry coz of my detox (from weed). But thats the whole point of the detox. I wanna be angry and I need to be fking angry. I was always letting people fuck with me as they wished coz I wanted to avoid conflicts at all costs and it has really not been a good approach.
I don’t know if you can presume he was on meth unless you scientifically know how to test him (for example studying the eyes and pupil size). Seems like just a hunch in your case. Did you know for sure the other 3 who stole your weed were high on meth (did you see them use or did they say anything about being high on methamphetamines?)
Some people in cities are aggressive. Did he say anything else while beating you up or did you not really hear anything?