A while ago i posted something about wanting a friend and a girlfriend.
Now i have a girlfriend which is great and all….. She made my days.
Made me laugh hard everyday.
I love her so fuckin much.
And i love the way she says “i love you kam”.
And hopefully she can cure my depression, which was working until 5
She smokes which is in my opinion sexy.
But she only smokes when she feel depressed, lost, and sad.
She told me that she attempted suicide before and almost succeeded.
I was stunned so bad. I didn’t know what to say or what to do.
And the big problem is that she is considering attempting again, she told me that, and I’m so scared to loose her.
I thought she would be the reason of my living, but when i heard that i felt empty and sad again.
Why i can’t have nice things??!!!!!
She’s what keeps me alive till this moment.