Didn’t last too long off the site. Found myself reading posts in the general section again. Not too sure how I’m feeing currently. In another rough patch atm. Jobless and struggling to find another before months end…
I figured I’d post just to get it out of my system. I’m okay. Just… okay. Went back a few days, saw some familiar usernames still around. It’s weird. I’ve been on and off posting here the past four years, and I don’t know how to feel about things, about a lot of things.
I didn’t have the heart to start completely fresh and blend into the background as a new unknown user… so here I am. I do hope everyone’s been doing okay as of late.
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I guess I’m doing a little bit better than before. 3 years and I’m still posting here. Your familiar too
I’ve seen you around yeah. Glad things have improved a least a little.
I’m here as well. It’s good to say hi but would be better if your life had turned around for you. Time is on your side right now so anything can happen to make things better for you, never know
Appreciate the words. It’s nice hearing from you again.
I’m still here periodically. Still in the same shell of never ending nothing. Nice to see a familiar
Hey, it’s been a while. Hugs.
*hugs*
Good to see you again ’85. Sorry life is still sucking for you. If you find a good way forward please let us know.
Good to see you on here again. It is good to see you write that you don’t know how you are feeling currently because that just put it in words for a lot of us. I too left this place for awhile and then came back.
Still here after 6 years. 6 years ago I was 100% sure I could get the deed done before the next birthday. Tons and tons of research and just sure nothing would stop me. Well they did.
Nowadays I am trying to find a way forward but everyday I come here because these are the people who know what it is like to hate self or life or both to the point of expecting to self annihilate. I know I could kill not myself now with an AK in one hand and a grenade in the other but the feelings and thought patterns of decades of pain don’t just vanish overnight and I keep coming here daily to relate to the people who know this kind of pain and are willing to share about it.
Sure was good see you here again, but sorry your life, and our lives are what they have been.