Hi
I realise its fucked but I think about killing other people as much as I think about killing myself
I cant really talk about those feelings on this forum, does anybody have a forum where I can vent or deal with my shit?
It sucks that feeling suicidal is more acceptable than feeling homocidal but I get it.
Feels bad man
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Good idea. But hey don’t worry what other people say anyhow. It’s all a popular opinion.. in the long run, it doesn’t matter what you do. I mean look at hitler and operation Barbarossa.. he is famous for that.
Can talk about though on here, maybe 😉
Hi
Hey, you are not alone. I sometimes think a lot on that too!
Unfortunately IDK a site to talk about that.
We can talk here though 😉
I remember when this site used to be about people helping each other.
Recently there has been an influx of sociopaths (Mac-10toSchool, Counting Down, etc) who just want to kill people. So be it, the site is yours. Thanks for bolstering the stereotype that suicidal people are diseased individuals who only think of themselves. Adios.
Dude calm down thoughts are not acts… By shaming people you can only make it worse… BTW I believe Mac-10toSchool ended up killing himself (not anyone else) at least thats how he documented it here. If its true its kinda fked up to talk shit about dead people.
You’re one of those classic stereotypical white knights who’s so caught up in his own notions of morality that he inevitably causes destruction around him.
Chest puffed out, you’ll go and shame some mentally ill, homocidal person, and feel really good about yourself and your self righteousness. That person will be driven to kill a bunch of people because of what you said, and you won’t even care, because in your eyes you have the moral high ground.
And yet, here you are, happy that other people have died, and denouncing homocidal people. And you don’t even see the hypocrisy in that.
People like you are the reason why I have so little hope for the future of this world.
Ignoring the post deletion…. I’ll try not to be hateful.
1. A lot of people dont want help, they want to be heard even if what they say might be shocking to the average joe. I thought that’s what this site was really about.
2. I am not a sociopath but you are judgemental and wrong. Thats a bad combo, and frankly you leaving isnt a bad thing in my opinion.
3. For somebody who thinks bolstering styeriotypes is bad, its pretty hypocritical to say anyone with APS is a sociopath who just wants to kill people. Maybe you should educate your bigioted beliefts. http://princetoninnovation.org/magazine/2014/12/30/sociopathy-101-going-beyond-stereotypes/
Look, im going to be as polite as i can with this.
I am diseased, I think about killing people for fucks sakes. I want to find a website where i can talk about that and get help from other people that understand me.
Dont be so hatefull, I rarely post about my homocidal thoughts on here and even if i do im fully aware this isnt the place to do it, however it plays a large part in my suicidalness so i cant leave it out.
Why do you want to hurt others?
Isn’t it a better question to ask “why dont you want to hurt people?” Feelings of agression, hidden desires to commit violence are natural and common to almost everyone. Look at every form of entertainment ever. If you really dont have those impulses, or cant understand why anyone does, that says more about you than them.
I find you very interesting. Seems to me like you are trying to validate your own desires. I have indeed wanted to hurt others and found ways to cope. Nothing changes the fact that I’m still curious.
dont wanna hurt just kill, actually i dont want it at all. still cant help thinking about it though.
Hey, you’re not alone, sometimes I think about that too, but I couldn’t kill anyone other than myself…does your thoughts serious about killing others?
Im not a sociopath, I probably would qualify as anti social but generally my rage turns inward and becomes self hatred rather than agression towards others. Although Id never do it, I often fantasize about going on a spree. Driving that camero from death race head on towards a marathon mounted machine guns blazing and people in pastel jogging shorts being blown to bits… but how is that any diffrent than playing GTA or reading violent comics like Punisher max “the only time I feel a sence of calmness is when Im unloading a M-60 into a wall of human flesh” or watching horror films (I’ve never been able to sit through “Hostle”)
I’m going to go ahead and do something, seemingly, radical here… that something being:
To actually address OP’s question, lol.
The answer is yes, yes there are places tailored to openly discuss any number of mind related thoughts. One of such sites would be mentalhealthforum.net . There are other sites too whcih can readily be found on Google.
I hope you find a resource that best matches what you’re looking for.
Cheers! -Kev
There’s nothing wrong with wanting to kill somebody…. There is however something very wrong with actually killing somebody.
A proper, common, or collective ‘noun’ itself is only ever good or bad, but is never evil (wrong) or non-evil (right). A ‘verb’ itself is never good, bad, evil, or non-evil. ‘Intent’ is either evil or non-evil, yet never good or bad. — “Morally Bad Actions” (Intent+Action) do not exist. An action is simply an action, and intent cannot be bad. — In short: noun+Intent together function as moral and/or immoral whereas verbs are amoral.
That being said… It is not possible for the act of killing someone to be wrong. Your statement is being predicated by societal conditioning to a moral/immoral standard that is not universal.
I was thinking about homicide and to me it makes sense (what I was thinking) because you may be in a tight little closed in circle but at the end of the day people do things, think, and live but is it really always useful are these people really necessary that they have life. I know it’s not your “right” to decide who is given life (it is their parents, of course) and what people do with their lives. Tiny shooting sprees are often looked over, the big brains shake their heads and frown and grumble about it and then some young woman of 30 shrieks and says she is shook… they have a tv event and a memorial honoring them and then it’s over it’s forgotten about 10 days later (depending on amount of shookenness). A lot of people are so worried about what other people think of them that to confess they have homicidal thoughts could cause them to be frightened because they know they are apt to face larger than life judgement and be placed in a stereotype and then threatened with abuse or something. Of course though if you kill three people then that’s all it is, you’ll be outcast and someone will spit on your name and if you don’t suicide then you will be put on death penalty. Three people man that’s nothing. No one cared about those people anyhow and their lives were useless, but whoever killed them is a F*cking monster (and it’s never appropriate to murder blablablabla) but god damn. If I was murdered right now I wouldn’t even press charges on the shooter. Oh well, you know, you can take my life because I don’t need it.
If you had the incentive you could take a car, a shooting rifle and start driving down a long highway. Go to a small town, grab someone and shoot them or a couple, flee town then do the same thing in the next town. It’s just not larger than life, it’s just something that occurs