then I disappeared
but everyone else sucks
you people are real
so I’m back
because I’m getting closer and exchanges with real people is something I crave before exiting. It’s important to get to express ourselves and communicate honestly with people so when/if we go we don’t leave having kept it all to ourselves. At least we will have expressed our situation or mindset to people who get us.
I wonder if any of you are still here from back then? I scrolled briefly and noticed a couple of you. Hi.
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Hi. I’ve been here since 2016 and it’s 2019 already. I still come back here whenever I need comfort from people like me. This site is one of my healings
Me2 2016. At least you have something that helps that’s good
@1fineday i wish it works the same for you guys.
I believe I first came here in 2016, was definitely here by 2017…. It’s been pretty constant. I need this site because there are things that I can’t talk about with the ordinary people, healthy people struggle to understand. It also helps to try and help others…
Me2 2016. Normies ugh
I used to feel the same way you know. I basically just told the people that had been in my life a couple times that I was going to commit suicide and that was my choice but then unexpectedly they did everything in their power to prevent me. Now I just sit here every day wishing I would have committed when I chose to.
I just told them to be as easygoing and honest about it so they wouldn’t face any surprises when I was suddenly dead the next day, then they started sending all the dirty fat men on me.
What dirty fat men
Ha ha the policemen they are all obese
Funny
It’s been a while. Glad to see you’re still among the living, if it means anything.
How are you I remember you. I’m awful as usual
Idk. Sorry you’ve been feeling so awful though. Didn’t I used to email you?
Yes and then my husband said I shouldn’t email
Anything new with you?
Not really… Just contemplation and annoyance per usual…
Hopefully things look up for you my old friend
Luckily I found this website. I’ve been here since 2017. My suicide was planned set in stone and vowed to be 2012. It didn’t happen and now all I think about it how I can make it happen. That is why I find myself here.
I wish I did it already too sometimes I dream about it