i only ever use this site when i’m on the verge of a breakdown (or the day after I have one). I guess it’s a coping mechanism.
today, i skipped school because my best friend decided she’d cut again yesterday and i couldn’t take it. i don’t know why i’m just sitting here and typing. no one even really cares anyway.
i’m sorry i failed you, dad.
he threatened to leave all of us today if i didn’t get my shit together.
i can’t do this anymore.
i’m breaking my family.
i’m the sole reason everything is going to shit.
please, someone help me stop it.
i don’t want to lose the only people who ever truly knew me.
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Why do you care about others? Care about YOU first! Because it’s YOU that matters!
… Well thats what I do and I can’t say I’m going well …
You wont lose us, just as i hope i dont lose any of you
same as this person. you are the only people i open up to
no one else knows what im going through. I love you guys
i know what it feels like to think you are breaking up a family. my siblings even joke about how it was my fault my parents divorced. its hard, but shit happens. and if it wasnt you it would be someone/thing else.
get up, get back on track, fuck em and fuck the pressure.
heyyyyyy