I feel lost. I feel empty. I feel alone in a room full of people.
My boyfriend died. He lived 7519km away from me. We hadn’t seen in each other in 5 months. There was a crash. He flew through the windshield and died instantly. I woke up that morning with pain in my chest. I knew something was wrong. I tried to call him but his phone was off. Finally, I learned the truth. My angel, the love of my life, my soul mate was gone. If only he had waited two more weeks and we would have been together. I was surprising him with a flight to his city. I feel so empty and alone. I just want to be with him. They say he’s in a better place, in heaven. If he’s in a better place, why can’t I come too? I miss you amore mio. I just want you back.
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Sorry, so sorry. Oh man this is painful. I can’t imagine what this is like. Oh man. Post or cry or whatever you need, this is awful. Awful.
If same happened to the love of my life, yeah I am on here too, but still, I would want to be in that better place with her too and then everybody that loved me and her too would want me around. Same with you I imagine. Oh so sorry to read this happened to you.