Don’t go all pro life on me. it’s not gonna do anything. Mind’s been set for years. Prolly not the best website for you to join bud. Go somewhere else and spew. Next please
‘Getting help’ usually means people tell you not to do it and guilt trip you about how sad so and so would be.
It ‘getting help’ actually meant ‘help with relief of your overwhelming problems’, Id be with the pro lifer more.
But of course we know that true help is nearly impossible to obtain. No one is going to pay off your overwhelming debts or take away your hardcore addiction or make it better when your ex took your home, money and family away from you and you now live in your car.
That’s the kind of shit that drives people to the point of not being able to go on. How does one ‘get help’ with that? Who can help with that?
I think there is a real chance the police won’t respect your wishes in this matter, there are a lot of crazy, corrupt cops out there, and I dont trust them. At all.
I would figure out some other way to get the money to your family.
I would either mail it to them with registered, trackable, mail (In my country that kind of mail is pretty reliable and secure) or else leave it somewhere you know they and only they will find it, along with a note from you so they know whats going on.
That or leave it with someone YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST who will take care of it for you. Fuck the police.
Ok sorry I’m late.
Yes. That’s what I was thinking. I can trust my roommate to not steal it I just don’t know if he’ll chicken out and give it to the cops instead. I can venmo them the money but I feel like once they receive it, on the off chance their awake, how could explain it? That’s what I’m struggling with.
Maybe I could just put it in an envelope with strict notes. Just say give this to my mom. My mom will divide it all out and after a while of stutters, he’ll just sigh and go whatever. I just know if I do it through venmo, my sister is nearly always awake at the same time I am.
Yeah I mean I’d just visit them and sneak the money somewhere you know they’ll be looking after a while and then just leave a little note, oh “from so and so” and then short and sweet little something “I’m sorry I had to go hopefully this will help you through it”
But I agree f*ck pro life’s. Minds been set for a decade at least, but always pro-lifers trampling on you to get in the way. I’m going to commit any day. So if you’d like to stay in touch we will both be committing soon.
Have you ever attempted and failed?
I have failed every year for 7 years. I can’t afford to fail again. I have got to get the hell out of here.
I wouldn’t say they were attempts but I’m 21 and my first “attempt” was at 8-9
My mom walked in
My most recent was a few months ago but I would count those as more test runs then attempts
Sorry for the late reply!
Ya I always say nothing good has ever happened in my entire life I first became suicidal at around 11/12 and all the time I think to myself that I wish I would’ve been able to just kill myself at 12 because it would have saved me all this pain and suffering.
But at 12, I planned to wait the legal age of 18 to buy a gun from the bargain market to kill myself with cause I couldn’t figure out any other way, so I waited all that time but missed my chance to buy a gun before I started getting followed and put into mental hospitals and jail by cruel religious folk. Now I’m much too terrified to even go to the Home Depot and try to buy a rope (to hang myself with) in fear of being followed and reported by some plain white religious scoundrel.
So then I just think well im going to commit one way or another so just ignore that sh*t and just look forward to the day when I finally get it over with.
I don’t owe anybody a cent. I just know their both struggling and this could benefit them in some way. As for why not now, I don’t live with either, I need some of it to help me skate buy until my things arrive and I can die in peace
I see, did you have your funeral/ burial costs all prepaid? If not, your mother or next of kin has typar burden to cover also. If it is your mother, she will be looking at around 6000 dollars for a cremation. More for a burial. Maybe, you have already lefty your body to science. That would be the least expensive way for end of life costs.
I’ve read and seen the stories of children who have never been found. It tears them apart never knowing for sure what happened to their kid. I can’t do that to my mom
I don’t have any real relationship with my biological parents, so. . . It’s just best they don’t have to pay for me to die when they don’t give two sh*ts about me.
Some people if they are sure they are going to commit they preplan their cremation (I think is the cheapest burial) and prepay to have it set up.. you can do this young I think because in case an accident or something just to have it already planned so others don’t have to pay… I’ve thought about doing this but prefer not to be handled after my death so better I die in middle of nowhere where my body can rot in peace.
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Can’t answer your question, but it’s considerate of you to want to give them your money. What might be even more considerate is getting help.
Don’t go all pro life on me. it’s not gonna do anything. Mind’s been set for years. Prolly not the best website for you to join bud. Go somewhere else and spew. Next please
Getting help? What’s that?
‘Getting help’ usually means people tell you not to do it and guilt trip you about how sad so and so would be.
It ‘getting help’ actually meant ‘help with relief of your overwhelming problems’, Id be with the pro lifer more.
But of course we know that true help is nearly impossible to obtain. No one is going to pay off your overwhelming debts or take away your hardcore addiction or make it better when your ex took your home, money and family away from you and you now live in your car.
That’s the kind of shit that drives people to the point of not being able to go on. How does one ‘get help’ with that? Who can help with that?
I think there is a real chance the police won’t respect your wishes in this matter, there are a lot of crazy, corrupt cops out there, and I dont trust them. At all.
I would figure out some other way to get the money to your family.
I would either mail it to them with registered, trackable, mail (In my country that kind of mail is pretty reliable and secure) or else leave it somewhere you know they and only they will find it, along with a note from you so they know whats going on.
That or leave it with someone YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST who will take care of it for you. Fuck the police.
Sad that your dying wish isn’t even respected. You get nothing else in life.
Ok sorry I’m late.
Yes. That’s what I was thinking. I can trust my roommate to not steal it I just don’t know if he’ll chicken out and give it to the cops instead. I can venmo them the money but I feel like once they receive it, on the off chance their awake, how could explain it? That’s what I’m struggling with.
Maybe I could just put it in an envelope with strict notes. Just say give this to my mom. My mom will divide it all out and after a while of stutters, he’ll just sigh and go whatever. I just know if I do it through venmo, my sister is nearly always awake at the same time I am.
Yeah I mean I’d just visit them and sneak the money somewhere you know they’ll be looking after a while and then just leave a little note, oh “from so and so” and then short and sweet little something “I’m sorry I had to go hopefully this will help you through it”
But I agree f*ck pro life’s. Minds been set for a decade at least, but always pro-lifers trampling on you to get in the way. I’m going to commit any day. So if you’d like to stay in touch we will both be committing soon.
Have you ever attempted and failed?
I have failed every year for 7 years. I can’t afford to fail again. I have got to get the hell out of here.
I wouldn’t say they were attempts but I’m 21 and my first “attempt” was at 8-9
My mom walked in
My most recent was a few months ago but I would count those as more test runs then attempts
Sorry for the late reply!
Ya I always say nothing good has ever happened in my entire life I first became suicidal at around 11/12 and all the time I think to myself that I wish I would’ve been able to just kill myself at 12 because it would have saved me all this pain and suffering.
But at 12, I planned to wait the legal age of 18 to buy a gun from the bargain market to kill myself with cause I couldn’t figure out any other way, so I waited all that time but missed my chance to buy a gun before I started getting followed and put into mental hospitals and jail by cruel religious folk. Now I’m much too terrified to even go to the Home Depot and try to buy a rope (to hang myself with) in fear of being followed and reported by some plain white religious scoundrel.
So then I just think well im going to commit one way or another so just ignore that sh*t and just look forward to the day when I finally get it over with.
Good evening itsaboy,
I do not understand why you cannot just give the money to people you know or owe money to now? Why wait to your day of transition?
Cheers
I don’t owe anybody a cent. I just know their both struggling and this could benefit them in some way. As for why not now, I don’t live with either, I need some of it to help me skate buy until my things arrive and I can die in peace
Can you email me at prayforplagues@protonmail.com. Protonmail is an untrackable email and free/easy to set up. I’d like to ask you something.
I see, did you have your funeral/ burial costs all prepaid? If not, your mother or next of kin has typar burden to cover also. If it is your mother, she will be looking at around 6000 dollars for a cremation. More for a burial. Maybe, you have already lefty your body to science. That would be the least expensive way for end of life costs.
If you die in the middle of nowhere and your body isn’t found would that save you funeral/burial costs?
I’ve read and seen the stories of children who have never been found. It tears them apart never knowing for sure what happened to their kid. I can’t do that to my mom
I don’t have any real relationship with my biological parents, so. . . It’s just best they don’t have to pay for me to die when they don’t give two sh*ts about me.
I’m gonna ask her to do the least expensive option out there
Some people if they are sure they are going to commit they preplan their cremation (I think is the cheapest burial) and prepay to have it set up.. you can do this young I think because in case an accident or something just to have it already planned so others don’t have to pay… I’ve thought about doing this but prefer not to be handled after my death so better I die in middle of nowhere where my body can rot in peace.