i have joined some online groups about loneliness and such. i need to find the courage to go on there. and to make myself known. my real life is….well….not going that well…but if i can make some friends online (outside of Facebook and twitter, i deleted those accounts), then who knows? maybe my life can feel more meaningful and such meeting other troubled souls. i like it here too, but im trying to improve my real life and get away from thinking about suicide type things when im down. its still very possible for me to improve my life, so i dont want to give up just yet! i just completed a college degree in what i believe is a good field, maybe i can obtain a job and keep it long term! to all those under 29 on here, please be strong! you have your whole lives ahead of you! i mean that! please if you can make friends and keep up with them, so as you get older you still have positive friends and people who care about you ( i dont really have that). thanks and God bless you all!