I think about my death every day. Think about how nice it would be to have this all stop. Free from this daily barrage of crap. But, if I’m dead I won’t know the wanted feeling of this being over and done with. So, how do I find that magic peace I so desperately seek? I guess I’m stuck because I may not get to know that feeling because supposedly at death there is nothing. I suppose that I’ll be stuck in that limbo always looking for that peace…..but then again…if im dead I shouldn’t know anything else. Just off and gone. Free to roam the universe, but then again, maybe I don’t want that either.