I’m back, sadly

It has been a rough year.

I don’t see my self moving any further.

in some ways, I’m already dead.

I wish I could have enjoyed more time on my own.   I had a lot of dreams.  I have had them, and now they flew out of my mind.

All I see around me are my darkest demons.  Will I be forgotten? who will remember my thoughts.

in a blink of an eye, I might do something stupid.  but I guess that’s how life goes.

You either fight the best you  can, or you just fall down and let everything go.

I’m dangling in between.

hope to do well,

Jac