I’ve had depression since I’m 12, now I’m turning 16. Oh fuck how long does it last! I’m having so much trouble explaining the emotional pain I’m in it’s awful! Even with art its hard to express such a pain. Pff psychologists make money with people like me! And I can have all the hatred of the non-depressed people, they’re just as much of a monster as me. Anyway I lost hope long ago. Depression is just an endless cycle. Apparently there are ways to break that cycle but it’s just like propaganda. It’d be best if it were true but it isn’t! But you guys are in that cycle too right? It’s just so hard to understand you’re in it. But yeah, many years wasted being depressed. Why would such tings happen if God was a real thing? But after all, I’ve done wrong things… Punishement? Unlikely.
Bref jvous emmerde <3