Been a while since I’ve been on here. Thought I may get better but I’m a fool… You don’t just get better from Borderline Personality Disorder, Autism and extreme anxiety disorders. You just grow complacent until you snap again. I’m not going back to the hospital like I did 2 years ago. I’m sick of it I’m done being miserable. I’m legally able to buy a gun (scary the US laws are that poor) and by God I’m doing it. I can’t do this anymore I’ve been looking for help and all the therapists I’ve had are useless (7 in 5 years). I’ve been trying but I can’t fight anymore I’m gassed I have nothing left. Seriously if you have anything inspiring to say help me out please I can’t fight anymore and I want to.