There’s a good chance that if I can ride out this crap existence a bit longer, I’ll either die of a ruptured digestive tract or stomach/pancreatic cancer. Yes, some suffering is involved, but at least if I’m terminal, there’s a guaranteed end in sight.
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I’ve said this before but I’ve been worrying about how I’m going to kill myself for so long, all I used to do all day is worry my ass off unto how I will get a job to be able to afford a gun to off myself with, but that was many years ago 18-23. I was supposed to have killed myself at 18 years old but I could never get employed to be able to afford that. Method of choice and I don’t really budge unless I have to. Finally I have a job. But anyhow, the point is while I’ve been spending so much time worrying, it dawned on me that I’ll probably die from a terrible disease before I even get the chance to commit! Lol. At least when it happens I will be ready to go. I mean I’ve been ready since 18.
your killing me! “I’m terminal, there’s a guaranteed end in sight.” Everyone has that guaranteed! I just hope the best for you, being ready to go is a good thing me too! because go one day we will, length of time doesn’t matter try enjoy your day one at a time.