Honestly think I’m Bipolar. The past few weeks I’ve struggled to get out of bed, go to school or function. I tried to take my life and my only regret was that it didn’t work. Today, besides the annoying spots of irritability when I take my irrational anger out on friends and family, I feel great. How could I ever feel like that? It feels like weeks ago when it was less that 48 hours ago when I considered jumping in front of a car.
Besides having to pick up all the pieces from my non-functional days, I feel like I have so much to live for. I found out yesterday that my birth mother had a baby boy 6 weeks ago, I saw him and love him so much. Being 18 I feel its my responsibility to be there for him.
Have a good day guys!
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Good job for finding a reason for life.