I just want to give up. I went from not wanting to kill myself and just wanting to die, then I wanted to kill my self, then I went back to just wanting to die. Now, I think I may want to go back to killing myself. I’ve also started thinking about starving myself again.
P.s. this is my first post
p.p.s my kik is usefulpaperclip if anyone wants to talk
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Yeah I get it I went from believing it I prayed hard enough, God or the man upstairs would kill me in my sleep. Of course I was probably 7 years old. Then I went from figuring out how to commit and realizing I’d have to wait until legal age (18) but then they stripped my rights so I went from having to try passively to die. Now I’ve been working very hard for a way to kill myself and I think I finally have a valid method (24) so I’ve just been trying my whole life to somehow die to get out of this mess