Well, now its definitive, im going to suicide, i just lost all my hope, all my reason to live, im sitted right here now thinking that, there’s nothing left inside me to keep going or nothing to live for, not even family, friends, nothing… I feel like im never gonna find love you know, i feel empty most of the time, just a fcking zombie dead body walking around, going to school and coming back, faking smiles all day, and pretending that im sick so people won’t force me to eat, i dont have forces to do anything anymore, i cant barely wake up from my bed, well, that’s it, im here to say goodbye, to all people that understands that besides feeling empty, it still hurts like hell, i just cried half an hour straight, and theres more coming, im tired, i just want it all to end, the pain to go away.
I havent posted much here, actually its my second one, but, i wanted to say this, to people that understands, and dont just laugh, saying that im just a idiot for still loving someone, and not being loved back, you know, whatever, im just saying too much already, i really hope many of you guys can win this battle against depression or whatever you are going through, cause i already lost, Bye guys…
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Goodbye and good luck to die in peace! 🙂
I used to live for the person I was inside, I had nothing to live for in the outside world but now I am not myself, I can’t do anything I used to be able to do. Now it’s like there are worms in my brain feeding off of it.
I am definitely going to suicide too
I’ve been definitely going to commit suicide for 13 years
but things are just getting worse.
If I’m lucky I will be dead here within the next month
I’m not asking for a good time before I die but something bearable would be nice, you know