I think all that is causing my issues are my horrible nightmares and the homicidal thoughts that make my nightmares worse. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here, but then when I woke up I had another nightmare, I’ve had nightmares since I was an infant it’s a thing I cope with, this one was pretty bad I doubt the worst one, so what happened was I woke up and had punched the wall a couple times again and woke up crying, not that bad, but they keep getting worse and I know why. I just hate women, no girls, I hate girls. They are the worst things I’ve ever had to deal with, immature and trash females who thot everything up. I’m not just talking about the girls that CONSTANTLY throw themselves at my husband and do it when I’m right there even if he try’s his hardest why do they always come back and keep persisting. Why are sluts like that allowed to be happy, basically almost every girl in America or at least the city I’m from are trash fucking people who are just so self centered and ignorant to what shits act like that they act as if life has no consequence. It’s boys too, you ever seen 2 drunk adults try and flirt, it’s sad. The guys are the problem too, if they would just stop and realize that girls shouldn’t have that much control over you ESPECIALLY if her name is Kate and dyes her hair pink. Shit don’t remember what exactly this whole king was about but I think the gist is I hate thots they literally bring out this homicidal shit I’ve been trying to push down my whole life and now it comes out in my nightmares and I’m scared it’s going to get worse or not just be nightmares anymore.