It seems that I have found myself in a loop. A one centered in the idea of life and death. If he dies, he starts the chain reaction. Then I die, continuing the chain, then goes the next, a person close to me, and then a person close to that person.. etc. Im not in a pact or cult but ive found myself stuck here, i cant leave even if i wanted too, alive or dead. I need to be here for certain people i love to stay alive. And that scares me, it makes me think maybe i shouldve never entered their lives, i dont want to ruin. But thats all we do isnt it? Ruin. Ruin. RUIN.
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I think I am stuck too. I need to be here for certain people I love. If I had not entered into their lives I would not be having my life either. Just a weird fact. I mean I made commitments. Even tho I would love to leave when the dark days come those commitments are still there.
I wish I had something to live for. Sadly I’ve never loved anyone .. not even my parents or relatives.. :/
I’ve actually always have hated them actually.. ha