So hey… Im 23y old, i have been struggling with my depression for about 6 years now… Always when i think im bettter, something happens to drag me down again, im tired, i give up, i don’t wanna try anymore. I have so much rage and sadness stored in me that i dont know what to do anymore… i don’t want to study, or work, or exist… I was thinking about cutting my wrists, think was my best chance, since i can’t do it any other way, but the problem is, i live in brazil, and i never have seen those razor blades from movies,etc around, might help if you guys can give me any tip, idk, anything would help, i was thinking about using the blade from the pencil sharpener. What do you guys think?
Sorry if i writed something wrong btw… :c
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You’ve not written anything wrong, but a pencil sharpener blade would be harder as not as sharp as razor blades.
I actually am in the same position as you. I don’t have very many options on how to commit suicide. I always imagined gunshot but that is proving to be more difficult than previously imagined. (I always thought I would only have to endure life until I turned 18 then I would buy a gun and commit. But now I am almost 25.) I used to be fine and good to go now I am mostly paralyzed and too fearful to commit with ease. I mostly fear that I missed my chance to commit suicide. And each new day is all suffering that only paralyzes me more.
i got you man, i think the same, i pass so much time trying to figure it out how i should do it, what razor to use, cause in brazil i have no fcking idea how to get those razor blades… And every day that passes, it just get harder, not because im getting better, but because im delaying it, you know…