Why do I have to live like this?

I really need to talk to someone but I have no friends. Everyone around me just wanted to use me. If I am of no use to them, I am basically garbage. This is how I feel each and everyday.

Sincerely don’t understand, I give everyone so much consideration but I can’t even get a little, why!!!!

My life is not mine, it belongs to all the people that needs me, all my time and energy are drained, why do I have to live like this!