Like every other person, I was born… I had a family, not a loving one. I had 1 brother and 1 sister (my brother was 6 and my sister was 3 when I was born). My parents were really abusive however, they were abusive only to me and each other. They always cared and showed live to my siblings. I felt like no one cares about my, felt isolated. I got depressed and felt numb all the time. So I decided to make myself feel again, I got the a razor blade and cut my forearm… It did make me feel, it took away my numbness but it didn’t solve my problems it only masked them. I kept cutting for 6 months, after I was so done. My arms cut from wrist to shoulders, I my legs cut from ankle to bum also my belly. I felt like life wasn’t worth living, nothing made sense to me at that moment… I grabbed a much medicine as possible (Antibiotics Aspirin Penicillin etc.) and took them all. I experienced horrible pain for 10 days, I felt like such a failure. I couldn’t even kill myself right. I’ll probably do it again soon enough.