Death is Everything

I always hated myself and I always will. I want to just end it all so bad. I’m disgusted with my own skin. I think about driving off a bridge all the time. I see no positives in living and I don’t give a fuck about anything. I have no passion or motivation. Tell me to kill myself. Tell me to slit my wrists until I bleed out. Tell me how disgusting I am. Kill me and put me out of this misery. I can’t take this anymore. I wish I was an abortion. I wish I could’ve died during birth. Suicide is the only option for me.