My ex has issues too. Issues that exacerbate my own issues. Issues that beg me to act in ways I don’t like.
They won’t let me get away from them I swear.
My ex just messaged me saying they took some pills and need me to check on their cat tomorrow. Do I owe them anything?
9 years and I did everything I could but their efforts were as minimal as could be.
They aren’t in harm’s way with their overdose and I couldn’t care less anymore. Should I have to suffer because they are suffering?
What can I do for them anyway other than suffer.
Nothing.
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You do what you feel is right.
Well here I am. They are fine of course, just dizzy from the overdose. Seems to be sleeping.
I woke up and couldn’t help but come here even though I knew what I’d find.
I’m strong enough to be treated like shit for the rest of this life I just don’t want to be but unfortunately I’m not the only one in this mess.
Do you jump out of the life boat and swim for it when it gets to the point you can’t stand being there even when people need you?
This is what’s making me want to kill myself so badly the last 9 years. Before that it was all the other bullshit in life (Ironically it was mostly because I was utterly alone. Be careful what you wish for and whom you let into your life.).
Whatever…
LostInside, absolutely All that glitters is not gold! You do what you can live with.