I have been struggling really bad for the past 12 years of my life. Now more than ever due to health issues such as precancerous cells in my cervix, financial struggles, and now breast pain which is scaring me because I have breast cancer history. I have a partner but our sex life is nonexistent now since I decided to put a hold to it due to the abnormal cells. I’m in physical pain and mental anguish every day. Have tried so hard to be positive and try to use the law of attraction for once. My partner has taught me many things regarding spirituality (not religion) and ahout becoming the best version of myself and achieving all you want and what not. For some reason my anger takes control of everything. As I type this we aren’t talking to one another because we had a huge ass fight. I’m tired of all this. This is only but a brief summary of the hell I have endured this last year specifically. I just self harmed for the first time in years as well. Just venting here a little bit.
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Your worried about cells then you do self harm? You have to keep trying and keep positive, negativity always brings you down.
Your partner sounds like a good guy, so at least you have that going for you, you have someone to confide in and trust! Hang on to the positivity of that fact.