It’s nostalgic being back here. I haven’t posted since November, but haven’t seriously needed this place for a little over a year. I’ve managed on my own for a while. I still don’t really need this place. Just felt like coming back. It’s so strange. This place isn’t for finding people, but I still can’t help but look for the usual suspects in my time here, except they usual move on by now. That’s the thing that’s messed up. You never know if they learn to deal with their problems or if they make the leap. You just don’t know. Things have been going ok for me. Got an internship this summer. Half way done with college. Haven’t really studied for finals and don’t really feel like it either. Probably because I’m off my meds so I don’t have any motivation. I’m fucked, but I’m ok with it. It’s such a strange feeling. I don’t know if I want to do this for the rest of my life, but I don’t know if I want to do anything else. It be what it be. I just got to learn to live with my decisions or lack thereof. So what’s up with you guys?
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I just joined this site but it brings me comfort in some strange way. Just knowing that I’m not alone, I guess? Also try to start medications again. They help a lot.
I did the same had to leave for a bit, i like SP I like the people on here, this is a good place for venting.
Hi J Doe!
I remember you commented on one of my posts from a few years back! I’m glad to see you’re still active on here (in a good way of course lol).
Doing much better here. Congrats on your internship! Wish I was proactive enough to get internships in my college days.
Until next time,
Wishing you the best!