just when you think your life should be getting better because you’re thinking can it really get much fucking worse? the answer for me was clearly yes. I need out of my head I don’t know how long I can last by myself like this. It’s a different kind of hell.
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Yeah I didn’t think life could get worse, but then it got much, much, much, much, much, much, much worse. That’s always a surprise. But it’s always been unlivable, so I guess it doesn’t matter. I’ll just have to work towards my suicide with as much patience as I can (I was supposed to have killed myself already 7 years ago.)