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i need to leave now and i need someone to “be” with me while i prepare to leave, and then i will go. is there anyone who will support me while i do this?

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spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:05 pm

i don’t want to do this alone, if someone can donate an hour of your time i would be grateful.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:22 pm

Hey…..

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:29 pm

hey yourself xox

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:32 pm

icy son is at work for the night and i need to go. i have to do “this”. i need to . i have to believe that there is a better place.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:33 pm

May I ask what’s wrong?

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:33 pm

i have my kit here and i am opening it to get everything ready.

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:35 pm

everyone in my life will be better off. i am a liability.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:35 pm

Why don’t we just talk for a minute?

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:36 pm

Why do you think that?

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:39 pm

have my water, and am mixing it, going in a syringe now

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:39 pm

Wait please. I want to talk to you.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:41 pm

Give me a chance. Just for a conversation. I always found you interesting.

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:43 pm

nothing left to say hun

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:44 pm

I know what it’s like to have toxic people in your life. Everyone that was in my life is toxic. And those that aren’t get in the way.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:44 pm

Please? I want to know your favorite color. And your favorite food.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:45 pm

I want to know a bit about you.

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:46 pm

i have to write a sign on my bedroom door cause i’m using F and it’s spilling a bit on my bed

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:47 pm

Please. Just let me know a bit about you before you go.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:50 pm

You seem like such an amazing person that has been through a lot. And I can’t fault you for thinking the same way I do. But May i ask for a bit of your time?

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:55 pm

i know im probably asking for too much but please?

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 5:56 pm

ok syringe is ready have to write a note on door

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:56 pm

i want to know your favorite color. favorite food. do you have a favorite animal?

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 5:57 pm

please just a minute. thats all im asking

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:00 pm

i can’t , i will lose my nerve

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:00 pm

i know. ive been there.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:01 pm

so many tears you felt like you were going to drown. heart in so much pain it felt physically broken

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:02 pm

im not going to tell you it get better. not permanently. i dont even believe that

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:02 pm

but i know when i go. i want it to be peaceful.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:03 pm

not to be remembered in a gruesome way but to think “at least shes happy. and she wasnt in pain”

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:04 pm

lots of F will be peaceful exit

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:05 pm

not in this state.

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:05 pm

getting ready to inject thank you so much xoxoxox

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:05 pm

dont you think it would be better to be at peace with it?

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:07 pm

please just talk to me. i still dont know anything about you

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:07 pm

no cause i don’t want to leave but i HAVE TO so i don’t do anymore damage

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:08 pm

if you dont want to this will only be a regret. this is why i say you should be at peace with it first

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:09 pm

you dont have to. depression fills your mind with lies

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:09 pm

needle in

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:11 pm

you dont have to

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:11 pm

youre depression is lying to you

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:11 pm

i think thats like its job

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:12 pm

omg

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:13 pm

what?

spookichick 6/20/2019 - 6:14 pm

all i hav to do is push the plunger

rocketman 6/20/2019 - 6:57 pm

I just walked into this, I hope you didn’t do anything.

Hope Dream Love 6/20/2019 - 6:15 pm

you shouldnt

shatterediris 6/20/2019 - 6:40 pm

Hopefully with whatever happens it goes well enough.

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