i need to leave now and i need someone to “be” with me while i prepare to leave, and then i will go. is there anyone who will support me while i do this?
You seem like such an amazing person that has been through a lot. And I can’t fault you for thinking the same way I do. But May i ask for a bit of your time?
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i don’t want to do this alone, if someone can donate an hour of your time i would be grateful.
Hey…..
hey yourself xox
icy son is at work for the night and i need to go. i have to do “this”. i need to . i have to believe that there is a better place.
May I ask what’s wrong?
i have my kit here and i am opening it to get everything ready.
everyone in my life will be better off. i am a liability.
Why don’t we just talk for a minute?
Why do you think that?
have my water, and am mixing it, going in a syringe now
Wait please. I want to talk to you.
Give me a chance. Just for a conversation. I always found you interesting.
nothing left to say hun
I know what it’s like to have toxic people in your life. Everyone that was in my life is toxic. And those that aren’t get in the way.
Please? I want to know your favorite color. And your favorite food.
I want to know a bit about you.
i have to write a sign on my bedroom door cause i’m using F and it’s spilling a bit on my bed
Please. Just let me know a bit about you before you go.
You seem like such an amazing person that has been through a lot. And I can’t fault you for thinking the same way I do. But May i ask for a bit of your time?
i know im probably asking for too much but please?
ok syringe is ready have to write a note on door
i want to know your favorite color. favorite food. do you have a favorite animal?
please just a minute. thats all im asking
i can’t , i will lose my nerve
i know. ive been there.
so many tears you felt like you were going to drown. heart in so much pain it felt physically broken
im not going to tell you it get better. not permanently. i dont even believe that
but i know when i go. i want it to be peaceful.
not to be remembered in a gruesome way but to think “at least shes happy. and she wasnt in pain”
lots of F will be peaceful exit
not in this state.
getting ready to inject thank you so much xoxoxox
dont you think it would be better to be at peace with it?
please just talk to me. i still dont know anything about you
no cause i don’t want to leave but i HAVE TO so i don’t do anymore damage
if you dont want to this will only be a regret. this is why i say you should be at peace with it first
you dont have to. depression fills your mind with lies
needle in
you dont have to
youre depression is lying to you
i think thats like its job
omg
what?
all i hav to do is push the plunger
I just walked into this, I hope you didn’t do anything.
you shouldnt
Hopefully with whatever happens it goes well enough.