Im exhausted and i can bearly breath. Im tired of this sick and mad world. Im still facing depression and it seems it will be attached to me forever. I force myself every single day to live,and even to eat! I cant get over my emotions, they are totally manipulating me,as if i were a puppet! A fuckimg meat puppet!
My anger is constantly increasing and i cant control it. I start having agressive responses and violence starts taking control over me. My emotions are constantly manipulating me and i can’t fucking get rid of that !
Im lost . Im angry with the fucking entire world . Im fucking screaming and dying inside. Just please, STOP KILLING ME !!!! AAAHHHGGGG I JUST HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH! WHY THE FUCK IM NOT JUST A NORMAL PERSON ?? WHY?WHY?