A little while ago, a friend I love very much was in a bad place. She just had certain things going on, I hate seeing her in pain so I got involved and tried to fix everything. It only hurt her more and worsened the situation. The guilt is killing me.
I hurt her.
She’s in so much pain because of me.
I hurt her.
There’s nothing I can do to fix it.
I hurt her.
She trusted me.
I hurt her.
I hurt one of the people I love the most in this world.
I’ll never forgive myself so how can I expect her to? Last night it was too much. I was one month clean. Now the band-aids line my legs.
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I’m sorry….
She will probably forgive you long before you forgive yourself though. It’s easier to forgive other people, at least in my experience. At least I hope she does, and you two continue your friendship.