Why can’t I see my LDR boyfriend really soon for a month or so? So what if he needs to work…. I still want to see him. I have the means. Gosh what is the problem? This is really annoying. Wouldn’t most people in LDRs jump at the chance to meet? Maybe I should just respect the fact that he just wants to meet in August. As I keep explaining though, I’m willing to pay for everything. We don’t need to spend every waking hour together. I want to see how he actually lives. I don’t want him to drop everything while I’m there just so we can spend endless time together. That’s not realistic. I’m sure we can see each other for a while everyday. I’m not clingy.
I feel really selfish…. But I thought he really wanted to see me…. So why wait??????
Ugh. I had to get this off my chest. Maybe this will get resolved!!!! I feel pretty whiny :/
I mean, maybe we could come to a compromise. Ugh. Oh well. He’s prob annoyed at me.