Is cutting actually that bad? I keep asking myself that now, I’m probably just trying to justify going back to it. But is it really that horrible of a thing that I’ve done? It allowed me to keep pushing through things, and I’m sure I would have had less of a mental breakdown if I had just allowed myself to cut when I needed to. I don’t know. Like I already have the scars that are ruining my life, so is there really a downside for me anymore? Do I really have anything left to lose?