GeneralLittle black duckling by SwimmingPearls 6/21/2019 written by SwimmingPearls 6/21/2019Pages: 1 2 1 comment 0EmailRelated posts 5/24/2020 5/24/2020Acceptance? 5/24/2020Site visitor for 5 years, this is my... 5/24/2020Again 5/24/2020 5/24/2020Window to my soul 5/23/2020all blank 5/23/2020High Hopes 5/23/2020 5/23/20201 comment Cause of Death: Suicide 6/25/2019 - 1:18 amI have similar experiences, but I can’t really judge which one of us has it worse. I’d call my experiences kind of like premeditated murder. My best advice that I hope to follow, I had the idea to run away a long time ago. Of course, I have yet to be able to run away because if I try they will just grab a needle with tranquilizer in it and shove it into me, I’ve been planning for 3 or 4 years to disown myself from the family completely through the courts and change my name. Then, I won’t have to be bothered by them (of course I am a legal adult now for 7 years) so I shouldn’t have to be held in a stockholm syndrome type situation by the people that have made me want to kill myself since I was a child. Then, finally, I will be able to have a good life unlike the terrible one I have been living. It has been 4 years now of course and I still haven’t changed my name and moved to a different state, so that may never happen and I’ll just always be stuck in this terrible situation. That is kind of how I see it, so I may never get away from the people I hate the most….. Since I have been in this situation so long, it’s like, killing myself couldn’t be worse than the situation I am in. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.