i love you more than life itself, honey. i have been a horrible daughter, mother, and human being. i know that you will be reading this at some point. i hope that you do if fact learn from what i have done to you, like we just talked about. i hope someday that you can find tin your heart to understand why i have to do what i have to do. i hope someday that you can forgive me.PLEASE don’t let baba ruin the rest of your life. you are a beautiful soul, and have a wonderful future. i’m sorry about the life insurance money that you won’t be able to receive from me, but you will get a lot from baba, so that will help you. perhaps some day we will see each other again in the spiritual world.
all of my love,