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my father yawning makes me wanna die

by an_old_child

i can’t take it anymore. i hate it when he yawns, when he makes a disgusting sound when he drinks tee, when he chews food with open mouth, when he licks his fingers when he eats (I MEAN WHO ON EARTH DOES THAT!) when he makes some disgusting sound i don’t know if there’s a word for it… when he’s not doing anything with his fucking mouth but still there is a disgusting sound. OH and when he kisses my niece and nephew (his grand children) he makes this hateful disgusting sound with his wet lips UGHHH…

i mean like i’m in my room doing my shit and focusing and enjoying my life and the suddenly he YAWNS so loudly that i want to KILL MYSELF!

sometimes i with i was at least deaf. it’s true that then i wouldn’t be able to play piano or listen to music but that’s okay, as long as his disgusting sounds doesn’t make me wanna RIP MY EAR OFF. i mean last night i was in my room and i literally hit my head on the floor and it hurt so much. i can’t take it. i don’t know how to solve this problem.

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visual eyes 6/29/2019 - 8:56 am

My cousin actually has a form of this, but it’s related to eating sounds strictly. She gets irate at the sound of chewing or drinking things. Doesn’t matter who’s doing it. When we were children she would voice her annoyance about it to anyone who was eating ‘too loudly’ ha but as an adult she reigns it in.

rocketman 6/29/2019 - 9:17 am

I have a problem with a few things like that, nervous people! They drive me nuts! Shaking feet legs playing drums on tables, also I hate hearing 2 things at a time, the radio and TV for example, I can’t concentrate. I had to just get away from them, I don’t allow people like that around me any longer. If you bother me I will drop you like a bad habit. I won’t put up with it.

shatterediris 6/29/2019 - 10:29 am

Well…. I lick my fingers after I eat certain things like Cheetos and such…. Things that leave residue on fingers, it makes no sense not to consume the residue. I do however only do that when alone, I don’t think I would do such things around other people because it is a bit rude…. I don’t think I’d even consider eating any food that would be a candidate for this around other people.

Soda 6/29/2019 - 11:51 pm

I’m assuming your father is elderly and lives with you? If you have a sizeable house maybe you could put distance between yourself and him. Give him a bedroom at the far side of the house for example. Don’t be around him when he’s eating.

If you don’t have to live with him, then why is he there? It seems to me that you just despise him or don’t like his company. I’m sure we’ve all been in similar situations. Try to ignore it as best as possible, don’t let it get to you.

an_old_child 7/1/2019 - 11:17 am

the problem is that i’m the one living with him and my mom. he is not elderly he’s 54. and where i live it’s not common for children to live alone before getting married(and even if i wanted to do that anyway, i couldn’t afford it)
and the thing is that i love my father and he’s a really great guy. i hate it when i hate him in those impulsive moments

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