Yep, what wait said is what I think as well, the timing of this post is strange to me as well, the other day it seemed to me a girl was trying to get me to hit her? I was thinking is this girl doing this on purpose? She was more than careless!
I ocassionally have this need to open the door when the vehicle is moving. No idea why. Sometimes it’s depression and sometimes I’m fine I just want to roll out of a moving vehicle. And this other time I was pissed off and had an urge to put a knife through my arm. Am I the only one finding it hard to not comply with these random thoughts?
I’ve had numerous urges to just go and die. I used to think about intentionally going to dangerous areas hoping that someone will kill me. I have urges every so often to hang myself. I’ve wanted to stab the heck out of myself. I whacked myself a few times today in public.
I have problems resisting these urges too…. I can’t really be around knives when angry, or anything I want to keep, or walls, or furniture. When I walk by the road I always have that urge to jump out in front of large vehicles that are going to pass, or off of overhangs when I cross them…. When driving the oncoming lane of traffic looks like the place to be. I resist most of these just because I really don’t want to get anybody else involved in this. But it used to make it very hard when people scream slurs at me from their cars, I’m happy that I don’t walk a lot of places anymore, that doesn’t really happen with driving.
I really like you, I can’t believe people scream slurs at you! I actually don’t see that happening to people around me? they must be young people I bet?
Well I guess you’d consider them young, but generally from the range of roughly 16-mid 20’s…. Once was some old ugly fat guy who also threw a half empty soda from the gas station at me while passing. Happily it missed
wow that first part sounded rude…. There was meant to be a 😛 at the end of it….
But my point was mostly “yes, I guess they are technically young, even though it didn’t and doesn’t really feel that way to me since this was when I was younger (like happened mostly when I was 14-19) than them when this was happening, and a lot seemed to be roughly around my current age.” xD
rocketman6/19/2019 - 10:55 am
What a rotten old MF!
shatterediris6/19/2019 - 10:58 am
Yeah…. that incident I was still in middle school and walking to the bus stop from a store to get home.
rocketman6/19/2019 - 10:59 am
The reason I said young people cause most haven’t been through the mill yet and are very insensitive, the old MF! never grew up!
shatterediris6/19/2019 - 11:03 am
Yeah…. And honestly I do realize now that he probably wasn’t the happiest person either, which in its own way is a bit sad.
rocketman6/19/2019 - 11:07 am
Honestly that is the right approach, pity the idiot he isn’t happy!
rocketman6/19/2019 - 8:52 am
I have thoughts but not that violent! just go to sleep and not wake up. 🙂
If we could all sleep and not wake up there wouldn’t be any need for this website, hmmm? Actually I’ve been unconcious for a short time before. It was blissful. It’s just darkness and that’s it 🙂
Me too, Actually when I go to sleep I feel that way, I usually don’t dream that I know of? About 3 days ago I had a weird dream a car through out a dog, it was small, only had 3 legs pretty beat up! I could see it had been shaved in places and had stitches, I could tell it had been through hell, I made a dog bed really fast and it got into it really fast! like it was rubbing it’s forehead going WOOO! I needed this! then I woke up! It was a quick dream.
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Who doesn’t?
It’s just a random thought reappearing once in a while for me :/
Yep, what wait said is what I think as well, the timing of this post is strange to me as well, the other day it seemed to me a girl was trying to get me to hit her? I was thinking is this girl doing this on purpose? She was more than careless!
Lol that confused me until I realized it was their username. I thought autocorrect attacked you lol.
It was their user name! I’m so fxxxxxx stupid! 🙂
I ocassionally have this need to open the door when the vehicle is moving. No idea why. Sometimes it’s depression and sometimes I’m fine I just want to roll out of a moving vehicle. And this other time I was pissed off and had an urge to put a knife through my arm. Am I the only one finding it hard to not comply with these random thoughts?
I’ve had numerous urges to just go and die. I used to think about intentionally going to dangerous areas hoping that someone will kill me. I have urges every so often to hang myself. I’ve wanted to stab the heck out of myself. I whacked myself a few times today in public.
I have problems resisting these urges too…. I can’t really be around knives when angry, or anything I want to keep, or walls, or furniture. When I walk by the road I always have that urge to jump out in front of large vehicles that are going to pass, or off of overhangs when I cross them…. When driving the oncoming lane of traffic looks like the place to be. I resist most of these just because I really don’t want to get anybody else involved in this. But it used to make it very hard when people scream slurs at me from their cars, I’m happy that I don’t walk a lot of places anymore, that doesn’t really happen with driving.
I really like you, I can’t believe people scream slurs at you! I actually don’t see that happening to people around me? they must be young people I bet?
Well I guess you’d consider them young, but generally from the range of roughly 16-mid 20’s…. Once was some old ugly fat guy who also threw a half empty soda from the gas station at me while passing. Happily it missed
wow that first part sounded rude…. There was meant to be a 😛 at the end of it….
But my point was mostly “yes, I guess they are technically young, even though it didn’t and doesn’t really feel that way to me since this was when I was younger (like happened mostly when I was 14-19) than them when this was happening, and a lot seemed to be roughly around my current age.” xD
What a rotten old MF!
Yeah…. that incident I was still in middle school and walking to the bus stop from a store to get home.
The reason I said young people cause most haven’t been through the mill yet and are very insensitive, the old MF! never grew up!
Yeah…. And honestly I do realize now that he probably wasn’t the happiest person either, which in its own way is a bit sad.
Honestly that is the right approach, pity the idiot he isn’t happy!
I have thoughts but not that violent! just go to sleep and not wake up. 🙂
If we could all sleep and not wake up there wouldn’t be any need for this website, hmmm? Actually I’ve been unconcious for a short time before. It was blissful. It’s just darkness and that’s it 🙂
Me too, Actually when I go to sleep I feel that way, I usually don’t dream that I know of? About 3 days ago I had a weird dream a car through out a dog, it was small, only had 3 legs pretty beat up! I could see it had been shaved in places and had stitches, I could tell it had been through hell, I made a dog bed really fast and it got into it really fast! like it was rubbing it’s forehead going WOOO! I needed this! then I woke up! It was a quick dream.