GeneralPine cone by Wisp 6/19/2019 written by Wisp 6/19/2019Sometimes I really get the urge to get myself run over if I’m outside. 18 comments 0Related postsI’m trying to help, I promise. 11/12/2019miserable 11/11/2019meaningless 11/11/2019Being Well Adjusted 11/11/2019I smash. 11/11/2019Just going to leave this here 11/11/2019Unbelievably, Bitterly Alone 11/10/2019That time of year again 11/10/2019Getting tired. 11/10/2019Agonizism 11/10/201918 comments wait 6/19/2019 - 3:22 amWho doesn’t? It’s just a random thought reappearing once in a while for me :/ Log in to Reply rocketman 6/19/2019 - 8:05 amYep, what wait said is what I think as well, the timing of this post is strange to me as well, the other day it seemed to me a girl was trying to get me to hit her? I was thinking is this girl doing this on purpose? She was more than careless! Log in to Reply Hope Dream Love 6/19/2019 - 8:43 amLol that confused me until I realized it was their username. I thought autocorrect attacked you lol. Log in to Reply rocketman 6/19/2019 - 8:49 amIt was their user name! I’m so fxxxxxx stupid! 🙂 Log in to Reply Hope Dream Love 6/19/2019 - 8:42 amI ocassionally have this need to open the door when the vehicle is moving. No idea why. Sometimes it’s depression and sometimes I’m fine I just want to roll out of a moving vehicle. And this other time I was pissed off and had an urge to put a knife through my arm. Am I the only one finding it hard to not comply with these random thoughts? Log in to Reply Wisp 6/19/2019 - 9:09 amI’ve had numerous urges to just go and die. I used to think about intentionally going to dangerous areas hoping that someone will kill me. I have urges every so often to hang myself. I’ve wanted to stab the heck out of myself. I whacked myself a few times today in public. Log in to Reply shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 10:33 amI have problems resisting these urges too…. I can’t really be around knives when angry, or anything I want to keep, or walls, or furniture. When I walk by the road I always have that urge to jump out in front of large vehicles that are going to pass, or off of overhangs when I cross them…. When driving the oncoming lane of traffic looks like the place to be. I resist most of these just because I really don’t want to get anybody else involved in this. But it used to make it very hard when people scream slurs at me from their cars, I’m happy that I don’t walk a lot of places anymore, that doesn’t really happen with driving. Log in to Reply rocketman 6/19/2019 - 10:44 amI really like you, I can’t believe people scream slurs at you! I actually don’t see that happening to people around me? they must be young people I bet? Log in to Reply shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 10:48 amWell I guess you’d consider them young, but generally from the range of roughly 16-mid 20’s…. Once was some old ugly fat guy who also threw a half empty soda from the gas station at me while passing. Happily it missed Log in to Reply shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 10:51 amwow that first part sounded rude…. There was meant to be a 😛 at the end of it….But my point was mostly “yes, I guess they are technically young, even though it didn’t and doesn’t really feel that way to me since this was when I was younger (like happened mostly when I was 14-19) than them when this was happening, and a lot seemed to be roughly around my current age.” xD rocketman 6/19/2019 - 10:55 amWhat a rotten old MF! shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 10:58 amYeah…. that incident I was still in middle school and walking to the bus stop from a store to get home. rocketman 6/19/2019 - 10:59 amThe reason I said young people cause most haven’t been through the mill yet and are very insensitive, the old MF! never grew up! shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 11:03 amYeah…. And honestly I do realize now that he probably wasn’t the happiest person either, which in its own way is a bit sad. rocketman 6/19/2019 - 11:07 amHonestly that is the right approach, pity the idiot he isn’t happy! rocketman 6/19/2019 - 8:52 amI have thoughts but not that violent! just go to sleep and not wake up. 🙂 Log in to Reply Wisp 6/19/2019 - 9:10 amIf we could all sleep and not wake up there wouldn’t be any need for this website, hmmm? Actually I’ve been unconcious for a short time before. It was blissful. It’s just darkness and that’s it 🙂 Log in to Reply rocketman 6/19/2019 - 9:22 amMe too, Actually when I go to sleep I feel that way, I usually don’t dream that I know of? About 3 days ago I had a weird dream a car through out a dog, it was small, only had 3 legs pretty beat up! I could see it had been shaved in places and had stitches, I could tell it had been through hell, I made a dog bed really fast and it got into it really fast! like it was rubbing it’s forehead going WOOO! I needed this! then I woke up! It was a quick dream. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.