Hi… Unfortunately still alive. I have nobody else I can talk to, or feel like talking to about this, so I’m writing this. People normally say that I’m a helpful and friendly guy. And not a day goes by where I don’t ask myself how come I couldn’t make a single good friend in my miserable 22years of existence, where I don’t ask myself how some with no talent, no dreams, no passion like me is even alive and for what. You know the worst part is being aware of that there are others who had it worse than me and they are still brave to work through it. Sometimes I wish I was born a dog or some other animal, at least then I could have said I just a dumb animal. In my life I have been in the same school for 8 years, that like at least near half my life on this planet, and I have no good friend, is that even possible? I mean I have to be some kind of monster or disease or something so filthy and bad that I’m like this right?
Later…bye, Thanks for reading.
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You are not bad or filthy or a monster or even a disease just because you don’t have a friend. Maybe you are just yet to find the real people who will really treat you right. But like who am I to say that right?
I can be your friend. For days this platform have been my only true friend whom I can open up to and not judge me.
Thanks. I hope I can be a good friend to you, although I’m not sure how to be that, and I’m not a good conversationalist, but I’ll try??
Nope I never had a million friends , I use to ditch school alone! Go do drugs in car ports of apartments, a loner a lot, I went to work in 7th grade at a mom and pop donut shop, cleaning floors and stuff I hung out when I wasn’t working, made friends with the customers, they had a jute box a pin ball machine, so yeah I know what your talking about, I’ve been a loner all my life in many ways, except when I started singing then I was around other people, takes a bunch to play music and they have their girlfriends and so on, I suggest getting involved in anything that requires a group, flying remote control air planes? I don’t know about sky diving!
Group project needs talent or something to contribute, which I have none of, at least in individual work nobody can blame me for being worthless.??
Well I can’t say your not right about the group thing, It has to be something your good at, I was no good at baseball I got the hell out of that in a hurry!
I’ve never had a friend it’s better off that way though because then when you kill yourself no one can care. And you know if someone pretends to care they are just faking because you’ve never been their friend.