Why is it that I have to stay alive because of others? what about me? why should I continue to suffer just so others won’t be hurt? it is so unfair that people think that suicide is a selfish act because that person didn’t think of their love ones. But what about the person that commited suicide? should had they continue the heavy burden that comes from being alive? It makes me mad that I can’t leave this world because my love ones will feel guilty or mad about me being gone by choice.
When I become suicidal, I become really angry since I can’t leave because of my love ones and for a little bit I hate them because they are keeping me around. It will be so easy if i would to become an statistic and die in a car accident, it would be a win win situation, i would be death and my love ones wouldn’t feel like it was their fault.