its all moving to fast. i feel at a loss. my life seems years ahead while im a few back. basically raised a kid that wasnt mine at 13. moved out at 16. married at 19. now basically 20 and we just bought a home. hes talking about land and all this other stuff and im still back at the wedding 6 months ago. where did my life go? i feel like i missed out on everything. i got kicked out of school at 16 because of my depression. i missed out on graduation and prom. i was looking forward to those. especially graduation. walking across the stage. receiving my certificate. hanging it on the wall and feeling accomplished. its all gone. never coming back. its like my whole life was taken from me. now what? i know this move is for the best but….if i could just go back a few years.