- My first year was not how I planned it out. I was lost and scared and I had no friends, besides the one from fifth grade and most of them didn’t like me or found new friend and started to abandon me. At this point you could see my ribs, I was so skinny. Whenever anyone said skinny when I was in the room almost every person would look at me. When I went home most nights I would be way too embarrassed to eat. One day my dad confronted me and told me that I was going to eat so I ate and felt sick that night.(nothing happened). Whenever at school someone would say something that I heard one of the other kids say. EX: “ya mama”. That got me “popular” you don’t understand how much I hate that word. At the end of the year I found 3 girls that were close enough to me that I appreciated them as well. I was of course the shortest and the skinniest.
- But I got through the year. It wasn’t easy at all there were time where I didn’t know why whoever did anything to even think about putting me on this Earth and yet sometimes I feel like that again. I feel selfish for thinking that I’m the only one being put out of certain things because of my height and my weight. I feel stupid for thinking that anyone was going to be just a wink like me.
Thank you for reading this. So much. Really:)