Hey everyone ?
I cannot believe it is 2019! Well yes, I can believe it but I made my profile on here back in 2012. It’s been freaking seven years! How am I doing you may want to know?! Ive been better, I’ve been worse. I’m 26 now, still working at the same job (I know, I won’t leave lol), no kids, recently moved back home to my moms after getting out of a seriously mentally abusive relationship for a year and a half, and about to attend nursing school soon. Life has been okay. But lately it’s been getting super tough because mom isn’t working a steady job, and I’m having to come up with so much money to help pay bills when that’s causing me nothing but anxiety because how tf am I going to pay for school this semester ?? Once again, I just tell myself “just breathe”
I think one of the biggest accomplishmentS from this site was gaining my best friend. After meeting him on this site back in 2012, we are still besties! I’ve been to his country and he has been to mine. I’m suppose to visit again late this year! We were both suicidal and very depressed when we first started chatting. Now i would say I do still suffer from depression and anxiety (on meds, sometimes I workout to get the bad energy out-I’ve lost 100lbs y’all!) And he is not as depressed anymore and is actually becoming very successful in life. It always amazes me when I think back to meeting him on this site. This website literally changed my life and I have met so many people on here who have inspired me and I have inspired to keep going even when life is fucking crashing down on you at the speed of light.
Damn this is a long post! But I will try to start being active here and there and as always if you need someone to chat to you can always email me Arielgrn1993@gmail.com
“Keep Breathing” because things get better, not all your days will be full of sadness, and we meet incredible people along our journey if we decide to keep living !
Love you all !!