When I opened my eyes
I was surrounded by people that cared about me.
Guilt was all I felt.
“Why?” is all I heard.
But now I am prepared.
Having conquered loneliness
slowly I pushed the warmth and smiles away
and grew silent.
They left when
I no longer was fun.
Intended reaction achieved.
Now when my pain ends soon
no one else’s will begin.
It is the only gift I have left to give.
1 comment
Yes – it is easy to die when you have no one who has ever cared about you as an actual human being and individual. Easy to die when you have been shoved in the box and left for the wild people to pick into and at your brain while you are away. Easy to pass this gift along, I’ll just choose suicide.