A little stressed

I’m a bit stressed because my ma is showing signs that she is depressed and dissatisfied with life. She’s in her mid 40’s, ex-alcoholic, and I fucking hate her sometimes. But, I almost feel like telling her she should get therapy instead of me because I don’t want her to end up killing herself and I’ve got to live with my dad. I’d rather kill myself than her kill herself. She should get therapy instead of me.