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But God…

by Teresa's Child

Why do we live?
Why do we suffer?
Why are we chained down by our emotions, by our physical needs, by other people?
Why am I not happy?
Why are people so cruel?
Why do they hate me?
Why do I hate them?
Why is my justice not their justice?
Why is my pain not their pain?
Why can I not help others?
Why can I not help myself?
Why can no one help me?
Why is the news so strange?
Why are my interactions so disingenuous?
Why will I die?
When will I die?
Why can I not die sooner?
Why are humans so revolting?
Why am I so revolting?
Why do I miss the past?
Why do I hate the past?
Why do I have no future?
What do I do now?
Who am I?
What is the world?
Why should I be good?
What if I don’t know if I’m being bad?
Is my reason flawed?
Is there any hope?
Will anyone ever understand me?
Will the world ever be safe? Peaceful?

No answers. Only darkness.
Then why do I hear your voice in my head, no matter what I do, no matter where my mind is. Even if I’m tired. Barely able to go on. Everything breaking around me.
I hear your voice.

I’m just about done. Have just about done all I can do. Barely awake. Living day to day.

Let me rest. Free me from these chains, and let me rest.

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rocketman 7/12/2019 - 9:28 am

A lot of good questions but you know the answers “BECAUSE”
I quit asking , but not that it will make things better your not alone.
Can you imagine if everything was opposite? And everything was perfect?
Wow think of the cooperation that would take! From everything and everyone!
Chances of winning THE LOTTO WOULD BE EASY COMPARED TO THAT! 🙂

Cause of Death: Suicide 7/12/2019 - 12:48 pm

Who are these people? Why are they following me? Why are they touching me? Why are they talking to me? Why are they forcing me to look at them? Why are they Mormon? Why would I ever take these random strangers into consideration when going to end my life?

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