Sorry about the mistakes, english is not my first language
I write For those who souffer any kind of pain ( poverty, unemployement, abuse, loss, …) and tried or will try commite suicide i want to say this
Been born to a middle class family (probably) i had many problems, abuse, bullying, poverty, weakness, low grades, unemployement every now and then beside continues suicidal thoughts
It was terrible at the begining been everybody’s fool been a joke and everyone laught at you or crticise you but over time i get used to it, i even get smarter and stronguer, i accept my self with my weakness and strenght
I always dreamed of a perfect world without conflict or pain but this will never happen so i just get over it and deal with it that’s my new believe if you cant solve your problems and no body care about you then let it be
The raison why i will never commite suicide no matter what because i know that some people have a great life so i’m thinking that one day i will have a great life too
Life could be hellish but it’s not hell itself
In the end, nothing last forever neither pleasure nor pain
This is what human life look like, always been and always will be
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Thank you for your kind advice. I wish you your well deserved happy life.
I was born in a pedophilic incestual household, I was raped when I was 9 years and 9 months old.
Good post, similar in some ways to my own life. I’ve also decided to keep living as long as I can. Though some days the idea of ending my life is very appealing. I believe once I get out of my current rut, then things will improve. Once I get a good job, house and significant other then I believe life will be enjoyable.
Though frankly I have been trying to get out of the rat-race (work) since I like my freedom, but I think it’s a longshot-few get lucky enough to escape it. I wish I had been smarter in my 20s and 30s but can’t do anything about the past now, just have to make better decisions for the future.
I’m glad you developed an ideology that works for you. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. It’s beneficial. Good luck!