I was so close to be what I always wanted to be: finish my studies, work and be financially independant so I can move abroad and start my truly life with my Love.
BUT in just 2 weeks the worst happened and now I feel trapped, anguished and my life ended.
Soon I wont be able to sleep, work, study, relax. Even to pee and poo I’ll be interrupted daily by that vampire who is coming to live here again with me.
He demands attention around the clock and I hate him. He smells bad. He offers me food all the time and want to squeeze me and hug me all the time. I’ve always been afraid he tries to rape me.
He supposes I have to cook and clean bc I’m a woman so it should be natural for me but it is not, I’m not his maide.
I started thinking about suicide again and I see no reason to live if I cant study, work and get married because law obliges me to take care of that freak.
I dont have money enough or a house of my own to move and restart from zero. That’s my problem.
How can I get rid of this obligation of taking care of that freak??? I wanna get free of it forever!!!
I hate him. I hate my life. I hate being in this position AGAIN !!! Second time in 6 years.
Why? Why? Why????
What did I do wrong to be again in this disgusting position???
I was doing things so right and I was so close to have MY life. Finally after so many years doing everything it should be done!
Life sucks! Sh*t! Sh*t! Sh*t!!!!